Art in Anxiety

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I still remember the time when my heart was free.
When I was excited for the future, and wondered what will become of me.
But now there’s always fear and perpetual despondency.
That crushing of my chest, god damn my anxiety.

When I looked at the world at ten, I saw the birds and … (read more)

I still remember the time when my heart was free.
When I was excited for the future, and wondered what will become of me.
But now there’s always fear and perpetual despondency.
That crushing of my chest, god damn my anxiety.

When I looked at the world at ten, I saw the birds and the trees.
I would laugh for no reason and lost myself in movies.
And a world divided on a decaying planet is now all I see.
And I get scared about the future, stay up late in worry.

Small things that should me easy can cause an internal battle.
Opening up to a loved one can make my bones rattle.
The pressure of succeeding, listening to people’s prattle.
Every problem feels overwhelming, how do I begin to tackle?

With no answer, I just keep going, Pretending I am fine.
Promising myself I’ll try to do better, or drowning my worries in wine.
I think about the days gone by when I wasn’t so empty.
When I wasn’t afraid to express myself. God damn, anxiety.




A mixture of Digital techniques ( Generative art + Painting + Manipulation) made while I was having a lot of anxiety recently.


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Comments

hairofmedusa
2021/02/23

very cool Shivansh :=) congrats

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Shivansh Rawat
(creator)
2021/02/23

Thanks 😊

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Diana Coatu
2021/02/22

Beautiful!

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Shivansh Rawat
(creator)
2021/02/23

Thanks 😊

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Oguz Dogru
2021/02/21

Awsome work!

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Shivansh Rawat
(creator)
2021/02/21

Thanks

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