The Bleeding Heart is Disconnected

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I think the hardest part of my abuse, to tell, is the rape. It was like I was there and then I wasn't. It was like time moved at the speed of light yet was so slow I was moving through mud. I was trying to process the moment and … (read more)

I think the hardest part of my abuse, to tell, is the rape. It was like I was there and then I wasn't. It was like time moved at the speed of light yet was so slow I was moving through mud. I was trying to process the moment and yet trying to hide from it all over again. I was disconnected. My mind trying to process me into a different world. Anywhere but here. Anywhere but now. What he's saying to me. I am not hearing but remembering. What he is doing to me, I do not feel. I am numb. I am not here. I don't want to be here. This is not real. Unfortunately, it is real. Unfortunately, I am here. I will do anything to keep my mind lost at this moment. I must be disconnected to survive.


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Emily Chapman
2021/06/08

so pretty!!

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Chissweetart
(creator)
2021/06/08

Thank you, Emily. 🥰

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MoMind
2021/04/30

powerful.

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Chissweetart
(creator)
2021/04/30

Thank you!

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Oguz Dogru
2021/04/30

😍😍😍

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Chissweetart
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2021/04/30

🥰🥰🥰

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Diana Coatu
2021/03/23

Very cool!

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Chissweetart
(creator)
2021/03/23

Thank you Diana

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hairofmedusa
2021/03/23

so cool !

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Chissweetart
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2021/03/23

Thank you hunny!

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