There was a time where we were whole, fitting together as if we were made for each other, like some alien puzzle that nobody else had managed to complete.

You were the Constant Presence, the one I could always depend on, the one who was always going to be there. The … (read more)

There was a time where we were whole, fitting together as if we were made for each other, like some alien puzzle that nobody else had managed to complete.

You were the Constant Presence, the one I could always depend on, the one who was always going to be there. The only one I was ever truly myself with. My sweeting, my bundle, my love.

And now?

Now you are gone even though you are still here; your love nothing more than a memory which elicits a shiver and goosebumps. A hollow feeling of emptiness. A gut-punching, never-ending reminder of my failure.

I am so sorry. My punishment is that I will live with this guilt and loss for the rest of my life. That is the only fitting punishment and one I deserve.

I truly did/do love you.

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