And I looked and I beheld the majesty of the firmament spread before me, lines connecting the beginning and end of the time, indescribable and yet immediately before me like the the light that filled the universe at the moment the universe was conceived. I lived in a perpetual state … (read more)

And I looked and I beheld the majesty of the firmament spread before me, lines connecting the beginning and end of the time, indescribable and yet immediately before me like the the light that filled the universe at the moment the universe was conceived. I lived in a perpetual state of birth, life, and death, awestruck and at attention as if I was animated by a glorious circuit of energy that threatened to destroy me. I remained in this state for as long as I can, will, and have remembered. I could speak to other people and their lips would move, but they would never understand the ecstatic pain I experienced riding the live wire at the edge of the universe.